Direktlänk till inlägg 28 maj 2011
Yes, that's it. After several years of not knowing what it going on, why the pain, why here, why there, why so tired it is very clear, its Fibromyalgia. Days like today I cannot move, well, I can move around the house, take the dog for a short walk and do some chores but most of the day I need to sit or lie down. These days are more and more frequent and now I need a plan of action. I have realized I need to help myself, get the energy from whereever and get on with it because I am determined not to get stuck in this bodypain. Fibromyalgia is exactly that - pain. Pain in the night, in the morning, during the day and during all activities. Ache is all over, from inside of bone it radiates out through muscles, tendons, ligaments. I am actually in least pain when I am riding, my body seem to relax on a horse. I have stubbornly refused to get help with preparing the horses (there are grooms that does the job) because I wanted to spend as much time with my horses and I feel how they are grooming them. But, I have to save energy and as the riding is the most constructive and most important I will let them help me with the rest, for now, until I am well again. Because I am determined to work these symptoms out of my system, some say fibro is uncurable but that's rubbish, just watch me, no way am I going to give into this, I am a 'vikinga'!